nada dura

hello.. yea really hate it with my mens come. so damn irritating, rather be a boy right? okay those who're interested in the ipod and D60 please contact me. i've a few people wants to get it already, so be fast!(:  hahaha. okay i slept for the whole day till now, so freaking tired think i'm old already.

yesterday went to California Gym they took a test on me and said i'm underweight. my height is 166 short right? i want to be 170 and above and my weight is 49.4. i'm underweight but i doubt so, most of the guys eg. jordan and oswa said i'm fat and i do have double chin too!that's why... but my weight once gone up to 56kg imagine how fat am i? thank god i finally slim down, asked me if you want to know how i slim down(: okay my body fats was 21.8%  and i'm supposed to work out till all of it become muscle. seriously damn scary the trainer said that he wants my weight to become 56kg i'm like WTHHH....

OUR CONVERSATION
vanessa ''  means i've to be very big size? I DONT WANT''
trainer '' no! you will not be big size, is only your muscle inside will be heavy. mass and weight are different''
vanessa '' okay that's better because you know i want to be like those slim but fit girls. huh... like that my   weight and my boyfriend weight will be almost the same. so scary!!!!''
trainer '' HAHAHAHA''

my fitness was good because i'm once basketball player and soccer okay. joke. but they want a excellent.. the cost price for every month was a killer for me man i also not say everyday will go. waste of money..apparently, i told chris not to join too... what's the point when he already have all the weights and dumbell at home. so NOO! he can't join!  bye(: