thank god i've my warriors with me.
feeling so good when i've them around!
but i do feel so empty right now.
decided not be tgt since i just cant trust but no!
i know you're good enough for me but it's my habit of doing this.
i just feel so insecure all the time.
why do i look like this?
why i'm not as smart as others?
why i'm not pretty ?
why i'm not skinny enough?
why i act like a monkey at times?
why i'm always as lousy as other girls?
that's why i'm always afraid of it.
because i'm just afraid .
due to all this i need to let go every single things .
once you're in uni i can't be compared with the girls over there.
just one good point of theirs i can fuck off from you.
i just want you to say that you're not going to leave me .
i know i shouldnt say so much nonsense since i'm the one who caused all this.
i dont want to call you and all because you might feel that i'/m irritating or you're already talking to someone.
deep down in my heart i just want you to be right beside me now.
turning into a ugly freak now
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