" Lying down on my bed and thoughts running through my mind once again or should I say all of the time before I'm about to fall asleep? I want to have a delete button to delete away all the unhappiness. I just need this that's all. Staying happy isn't easy for me right now. I seems to be happy but do you know how much I'm going through and the pain were really unbearable. Its painful I want to be brave enough to step out but I can't, there's always something that's making me feel sad all of the time. Im destroyed by both of you. After all I'm the one that's being a idiot. Loving you too much was my mistake and I'm going to withdraw a little by not getting hurt so badly anymore. I know your history and I still choose to be with you and trusted you but now when I get to know that all this while it's just me loving u made me feel sick at times Need a break from everything cause I can't handle this anymore I'm done with it. it's so heartless of you by hurting me so deeply."
Note from you
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