It's been long guys. Today I've beak thru my own personal record. Closed a 12k production. Super happy thanks to my client. I'm really grateful to them. Without their support I wouldn't be where I am now. Still pushing myself and work even harder because there's no limit. Going for roadshows every single day now but I know I need to have a good future that's why I'm working very hard. 

Recently, a lot of my friends told me that I've changed a lot from last time. Having a career that I like Is one of the best thing. My first month pay gave me a lot of motivation that I needed it's more Thn what a graduate student gets. Plus I closed strangers which is now all my client. Initially, I thought that no one would Want to get any plans from me because all of them are strangers but everything went well. Sincere and hardworking is the key for this career. Luck plays a part too. I'm happy with what I've now but I will aim even higher. 

Lastly, really a big thank you to all my clients🙏 

TRANSITION

I've stop schooling and now working as a Financial consultant at prudential. I think it'll be the right choice I've made and I'll work even harder. All the best to me.

Anyway my current bf really the man that every girl wants. He's too nice but I'm taking him for granted. I think it's because I'm used to my carefree lifestyle for that last year but I'm trying to change because it'll be good and he's the man that Love me so much.

I won't get jealous of other girl but he'll let other girls jealous of me. Giving  me his best and everything. I once heard from someone that if the guy left with a dollar if he's willing to give you 90cents and only left 10cents for himself, he's a keeper. After 23years I found this man. Not saying about money because he's not rich at all but the way he treated me were totally different from the rest of my previous guys. All relationships will have arguments but thru it, you'll get to know what's the problem and solved it together. That's what he taught me. I've learnt a lot from him. He's mature and hardworking. We've even planned when to get married and what should we saved for plus when will be our latest retirement age. Isn't it nice to go grow old with the person that loves you so much? We might not be able to travel as often as others because both of us started working earlier than most of our friends and due to the jobs that we are working too. Rest assure baby we will have a good life in future cause we are working hard towards it. 

Childhood to lover

My love my everything. Thanks for accepting me for who I am and always being there for me. This space used to be me having sad moments but not anymore. I will let this be my last post and I will not be blogging at here anymore. Maybe when I'm super free. More active over at insta instead. Goodbye to this blog.

r/s

hello how's everyone out there? Think it's just a dying space here. nevertheless i'm still going to pen down my thoughts and all. As usual it's the exams period yet again. Time flies really fast and it's almost a year since my last break up from a 6 years r/s. I'm a stronger person and not someone that's going to give in so much anymore. Knowing what's good and bad for me, what's a healthy r/s should be too and knowing when is the right time to leave the person if he's not the right one. Not saying that my previous r/s was really bad but blame no one only myself for being the one that loving someone so deeply that i cant leave even though it's unhealthy for me too... 'Blinded by love' this is what all of us or rather most of  the girls will go thru once but mine took me really long to get out of it and it's really difficult for me even i know how bad/unhealthy it is because all i know is that i love that someone so much and i just cant afford to leave. i didnt want to get married to him and i knew it. I kept telling my myself that when the right time come i will eventually let go of everything. 

He did asked me to BTO but i know that i wont want him to be my husband or the man that i must face over the next 60 years. It's scary and terrifying to have him what he've done i just cant handle it. Flashes back almost every single time when i feel sad and when we quarreled. I should have listened to him last 4 years when he didnt want to cont anymore and me being stubborn and totally into him just got blinded. Making my friends and parents that cared about me hurts. 

After all these, i thank him and we will still be friends, he's a nice friend i can say maybe we just have to crosspath each other life. 

I've a really good boyfriend now and he's my primary school friends. we see each other grew up for the past 13 years. Thanks for loving me so much and i will treasure you. You might not be able to see this because you dont even know this space exist anymore but i'm so glad we've found each other.    

2014

Hi! This year is coming to an end. I must say its a good year apart frm me failing my first year and breaking up for good(; I've got to know a number of awesome friends and I'm really thankful for that<3 l. At first I thought that I wouldn't be able to feel happy or even get on with my life being single but I'm totally wrong and I'm glad I've made the right decision. I'm happier now and I want to thank all my friends. Love all of you guys<3 

GD

    

GDragon in action with his brothers. 

I'm thankful for this friendship。 

Life

    USS+ZOUK for Halloween 

Em's 21st bday 

Homeground 

Worked at sentosa golf club because there's a charity event. So lucky to get the job and this is also the start of my lucky month. Been selected for a few more events(: so blessed and lucky.

Don't feel Iike im working because I'm being driven all the way and enjoying the view

Doing really great with my life and I'm enjoying every single bit now. The only worries for now will be my studies. I'm gonna start studying for my exams by next week. I won't procrastinate. I'm planning a trip on end of jan with my friends so I need save more money but frm the way I'm spending now seems like impossible,  been taking up more jobs and I'm truly grateful for it. Will be busy with upcoming jobs. Working for events over Sentosa golf club and Sony festival. Do drop by at Sony fesitival over at Nee Ann City to win prizes.

My PH was well spent. Priv said that everyday is a PH for me so what's the different. As usual, went to zouk on sat with the usual ppl. Woke up at 5.30pm on Saturday and if you guys still don't know, I've been waking up at this timing for the past 2 months I think if I've nth to do the next day. Watched "Annabellel" with the "Heavy" and had supper over at tanjong pagar. Some korean chicken and it's quite good I think? Head over to Jupiter to chill and home at 5.30am with my Mac breakfast. Feeling super unhealthy for the past 3months and so my on this very PH day, I woke up at 12.30pm I'm freaking serious!!!!! After so long, I woke up this early and head over to AC place to gym and play bball. Impromptu steamboat at Joanna's place and chill night session over at some bar area near Kovan. Thanks to Poh for brightening up my life.  Meeting new friends really helps me to feel better. I'm determined to get back my freaking weight because I gained 4kg since my breakup. FML!!!!!!!!! I know that I can't stop party/eating so I will just run more often. 

2013 

Cameron Highland. 

Why do you have to like me in the first place? 

Falling for you was my own mistake.
 You're someone that i believed i'll want to be with. 
Who the hell can accept what i'm doing now. Not even my good friends... 

No one can handle me but you can and i know you genuinely want be to feel happy. Being a gentlemen and always giving in to me. 

If i can choose not to fall for you i would.

You are a guy that all girls will die for. 

I'm not the one for you and this makes me even more sad. 

Leaving you was not easy but it seems fine to you i hope you'll find someone that you really love and get together. Thanks for the wonderful time my brother. I just want to have a break from everything now. No matter how i want to contact you, i wont because i know that i wont be able to leave.   

There's no happiness for me. 

When can i truly be happy and contented with my life? 

If you guys don't know yet, I failed all my mods and only passed 1 which is POA. I've to repeat 3 other mods. Sucked it up I just want to make the rest of the months worth it by not failing anymore. Need to be disciplined.