No one really know what I'm going through only a handful of you know partially that's all because there's more and I just don't wish to say. Its killing me inside and I believed no one out there will ever be like me. I'm seriously stupid and dumbest girl in this world. It's just that at this point of time in the night I'm feeling so terrible about myself. I should say that I don't even know how to describe it. Someone you loved so much ended up become the person that hurt you as much as you thought. Why?! There's uphill in everything and I want it to be fine, it's like having rainbow after the rain. You're trying your very best to mend it back and hope that im happy but I can't stop thinking when you're not beside me or when you're beside me I'm still having thoughts of it. Flashbacks over & over.... You're right I wouldn't forget what you've done and it's the truth. I can't deny the fact...
Maybe I've to forget about the past and move on perhaps it's better for both of us. Don't worry I'm fine(:
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