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Germaine's 21st, work and Szeyun's 21st last week. Pretty happy for last week. It ain't boring at all. Times like this just get me to think more. I'm turning 21 this year. Feeling really upset of my age seriously. I'm an adult! That's just horrible. I've to stress about so many things. I know people out there who are less fortunate have more problems but I just need a job for now. Most importantly, what course should I study for my degree. It's been bothering me and if I miss this intake I will have to wait for a year.

I've so much time now but I need to figure things out. Problems getting out of hand and I meant its alot. I may seems to be cheerful all of the times but I don't say it to anyone that's all. Sigh. All I wished was just to be happy. Can everything just be the way it is that I've always wanted?! Nothing beats having everything that you asked for. Always believed that we people come over to this world to suffer. Due to the emotions that we have. I just want to be nice to everyone and all you guys around to be someone that's nice too. Be simple that's all.