nada dura

It's the 1st. Today is the day again I'm supposed to head over to maldives in another 8hours time but it's not gonna happen anymore. Forget about the air ticket and forget about everything that I once used to have. Is he the only one that can stand me and I'm the one that's able to accept all his flaws? It's been almost 2 months and everything just changed. Last year today, I'm attending my friend's 21st party and now I'm just coping myself in the room and I don't feel good in the night. That's all I know. When will I be able to be strong and independent. It's killing me inside when I've to fake that I'm always fine. It sucks seriously I just want someone to accept me fully.